Info!

We found out today... that Chris's grandma is fine when it comes to flying! That means we can have the wedding in Ohio!!!!

Eventually...

I will be smaller...
I won't get so frustrated at work...
I will feel like I get to experience the world around me and not just live in it...
I will no longer have Ellis in my name...
I will quit worrying about that which I have no control over...
I will realize how others view me and see that it is different than how I view myself...
I will learn to love as God loves and see as He sees...

Eventually...

Slight Changes

So... due to recent discussions, Chris and I won't be getting married when Mom comes to visit. He would like to be more financially stable before we take on that endeavor and I can do nothing but support him in his decision. I refuse to rush him into something that he isn't ready for. So I will once again play the waiting game. It's worth it, I know. I just sometimes feel that I'm destined to have "Patience" as a middle name. I already have two of them, whats one more? I know God has a reason for all the things that happen, and that His plan and His timing are always perfect. And I know that there is something that I'm suppose to learn from all this waiting. Lord, please help to me to see what it is You have for me to learn. I know he loves me, and I know it will happen some day. And when it does, it will be perfect.

In other news, I have 3 days left working at the courtesy desk, then I will be off Saturday and Sunday, and then Monday I will be at work at 7am as Jewelry Coordinator. I'm both nervous and excited. It will be entirely different than anything I have ever done. I just pray that I will have the ability to do what I need to do in order to both perform my job and to attempt to bring peace into the department. There is a ton of drama, from what I've been told, that happens back there. I will have to make sure that I don't get sucked into it. I will have people under me for the first time really. When I worked at Hallmark, I was a keyholder, but that was just making sure that breaks were taken on time and that the drawers were counted and such. But this will be completely different... I know I've been put there for a reason, I just pray that I will be able to have the strength through God to do it.

Tonight's Tidbit

In good or bad times, on the mountain or in the valley, God is ALWAYS worthy of our praises. Our circumstances never change that.